Hoping these cigarettes will save us.

Finished 20 in less than 24 hours:

I’m an anxiety smoker,

a believer that the nicotine with replace

something lost. That

the chemicals will fill my insides

like puddy.

I’m afraid of caving

in. With all these hairline cracks and dark spaces,

there’s an abyss in there

I’ve tried to fall through. It

has a name; I just haven’t gotten that far.